life is like a fairytale

2009-11-18T00:37:00.000-08:00

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

(REFRAIN)
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

I Want You So
NoW you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Well See You Soon...

2009-08-29T01:03:00.000-07:00

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

hotel stay, 23.08.09

2009-08-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

went to church as usual in the morning, took lunch at The Heritage after that with parents, bro and aunt. around 2pm dad took us to Gurney Hotel to check in for me. when i reach, jojo and shaun were there already. sorry for being a little late. =/ after check in and went into the hotel, nie and soph came. followed by Kah Pei, Yen Wei and Yon Kwang. we changed and off for swimming! XD

jojo ; feon ; nie ; soph

after swimming, me soph and nie used the toilet first. hahaha. XD
while the guys have to play 'jing gu pang' and who wins will use the toilet first. real pity them. XP

shaun ; kah pei ; yen wei

after bathing, we're bored so we played cards. ahah!

kah pei ; yen wei

the emo guy, yon kwang

around 6 something, we walked to mr. pot for dinner. coussie mable and daniel came later on. :)
daniel ; mable

group pics

after dinner walked to Gurney Plaza for movie, The Screen at Kamchanod. well.. all i can say bout this movie is... bad. very bad. hah!
after movie, walked to Coffee Island for a drink.

kah pei
shaun ; yen wei
yon kwang ; soph

after we're back to the hotel, yon kwang made jokes but ended up being bullied by me, nie and soph. XP

look at his face. hahahaah

the next morning, everyone was sleeping. but suddenly......... yon kwang's alarm rang. 6.30am in the morning!!!!!! wth. he woke everyone up but luckily he went for breakfast, alone. we had some peace then and continued sleeping. XD he bought a cake for me and nie. quite nice lah. haha. we had it for our breakfast. ;)

2009-08-02T02:08:00.000-07:00

well, i know my blog is so so DEAD right now. but what to do? exams is just around the corner. 9 subjects to cover and only 13 days left?? omg! will start updating back after exam is over. :)

one day camp, 04.06.2009

2009-07-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

just a very short update bout the one day camp we had in school. woke up at 6am in the morning. bathed and get ready and off to school. met up with fen, vane, py and a few more. can't remember who. we were divided into groups and guess what? i'm in the same group with wifey, jojo. XD. we are the La SERPIENTA's. shanie was our group leader.

sang some songs and then we had our breakfast. bread and milo. eventhough the milo ain't that nice, but its okay. we appreciate what was given to us and we finish up everything. ;) we were asked to do some test. boiling water and burn eggs? haha. not so sure what its called. we all were trying so so so hard to make fire. but our attemps never succeed. all i can say its VERY tough. we tried using dried leaves, twigs, paper. ahah! paper is not allowed but we're already fed up that nothing we use can work. jojo, for the first time in my life, seeing her to do work. she fan the fire to make it bigger. i was like.... shocked! well.. she was wearing contact lens so the smoke won't irritate her eyes whereas our tears were rolling down our cheeks.

after a few hours on that, we had another test. 'panji-panji' test. we were asked to tie the flag onto the pole and command the team. 3 person per team and i'm the commander. XD. had lunch after that. rice with fried chicken, an egg and some vege. sat on the same table with jojo, hui wern, shanie, chin ying and another girl. we gossiped. haha.

we have to build our own gadgets too. well, my group build a multipurpose shoe rack. that we can also hang our scarves on it. after done everything we played around. tea time we ate pandan cake with milo again. not bad lah. XD.

and the most interesting part, its time for games! there were 8 sections. the first one was to put a balloon filled with water on a plastic spoon and walk from one end to another. then um.. grass/sand crawling. while we were crawling, we were sprayed with pipes. which means we are like bathing. thats the fun part of it! haha. i shall skip a few games and go to the human pyramid. 4 girls as the base, 3 girls at the second layer and 2 girls at the top. i act as the base. its like.... so omg. ahhhhh. forget it. my backbone is aching right now. a few more is the blind man's trail, food eating with lots of garlic inside. gross.

every single games surely involves water. we went back to class and changed. jojo was trying to play the guitar and eventually she's so interested in that. XD. had dinner. mini buffet. fried chicken, sausages, bihun, satay, orange juice. nice dinner. ;) and all that everyone had waited after all hardwork, its prize giving time. eventhough my group did not win anything, but we were happy that the camp was a success. luckily we went for it. cause next year we can't be the participant anymore. i guess thats all for saturday? shall re-update if i remembered anything. ;)

we are not allowed to bring handphones and camera so no pictures are available.

and on sunday, didn't make it to go with fen, soph, py and vane to the penang hill climb cause i'm exhausted. i guess they had lots of fun.

2009-06-26T01:31:00.000-07:00

"So What"

Na na na na na na na na na na na na [x2]
I guess I just lost my husband,
I don't know where he went,
So I'm gonna drink my money,
I'm not gonna pay his rent,
I gotta a brand new attitude and
I'm gonna wear it tonight,
I wanna get in trouble,
I wanna start a fight,
na na na na na na na I wanna start a fight,
na na na na na na na I wanna start a fight.

[Chorus:]
So, so what
I'm still a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't need you,
And guess what,
I'm having more fun,
And now that were done,
I'm gonna show you tonight,
I'm alright,
I'm just fine,
And your a tool,
So, so what,
I am a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't want you tonight.

The waiter just took my table,
And gave it to Jessica Simps (shit!),
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy,
At least he'll know how to hit,
What if this songs on the radio,
then somebody's gonna die,
I'm gonna get in trouble,
My ex will start a fight,
na na na na na na na he's gonna start a fight,
na na na na na na na were all gonna get in a fight,

[Chorus]

You weren't there,
You never were,
You want it all,
But that's not fair,
I gave you life,
I gave my all,
You weren't there,
You let me fall.

[Chorus]

No, no, no, no
I don't want you tonight,
You weren't there,
I'm gonna show you tonight,
I'm alright,
I'm just fine,
And your a tool,
So, so what,
I am a rock star,
I got my rock moves,

And I don't want you tonight!

2009-06-21T00:37:00.001-07:00

Ble's 19th birthday party on 19.06.09

ble came and fetched me after school around 2pm. well, finished school at 12.30pm, reached home at 1.10pm. rushed like mad. XD. bathed, eat, get ready, pack bag in within 50 minutes. hahah. received a message from ble and went off to evergreen hotel. Kuok Jun and Tze Lun was with me and ble the whole time. reached evergreen around 3pm i guess? can't really remember. some of ble's friends came, can't remember all the names. went swimming after that. =)

Kuok Jun ; Tze Lun

feon ; ble; tze lun

went back to hotel, take a bath, rested awhile and off to sunrise for pizza. we ate there and bought 3 large pizzas too. back to hotel and waited for ble's friends to come. many many ppl came. chit chat, played cards.

feon ; ble ; hun

feon ; ble
ble's friends

went down to the swimming pool area to cut the cake. and we sang 'happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Mable, happy birthday to you!' XD

group picture

birthday girl and her cake

with her presents
Reuben with patrick, the sausage dog. XP

model of the day. ahahahaha

went to mamak stall around 12am
ate nasi lemak goreng. nice!! =)

went back to hotel. watched movie. most of us were concentrating on the movie. haha. can't remember whats the title. quite scary tho. after movie everyone went back and left 6 of us who overnight at the hotel. Feon, Ble, Eelyn, Kuok Jun, Tze Lun and Reuben. the 3 guys made jokes and we girls laugh till can't sleep. haha. ended up we sat down and talked. except eelyn. well, she slept.

the next morning woke up bathed and pack our bags. checked out at 12pm. dropped Eelyn home and back to ble's house. Tze Lun then dropped me and Kuok Jun home.. haha. well, i really had lots of great fun during the party. =D

2009-04-30T12:15:00.000-07:00

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2009-04-03T01:09:00.000-07:00

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2009-03-29T00:56:00.000-07:00

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2009-03-28T23:32:00.001-07:00

grandpa's 80th birthday, 20th march 2009

Jian jie, Rach jie, Mable jie and me

grandpa looking at the giant birthday card

grandpa opening his present and retarded Hun. =p

the giant birthday card for grandpa from all his grandchildren
ps: spot the 7 cartoons on the card. the names of grandpa's 7 children =)

uncle Michael singing

Jian jie, Rach jie, Mable jie and me

while singing the birthday song

the birthday cake

2009-03-28T23:32:00.000-07:00

late update : genting trip

Hun and Moses (coffee bean)

Ivan

Rach jie and Mable

Mum, bro and dad

Moses

hun with his middle finger

lil bro, Ivan and Moses ( while lining up for motion master)

Moses on the reindeer cruiser

Hun on the reindeer cruiser

2008-12-28T08:27:00.000-08:00

WOW!!! its been howwww longggg since i last blogged?? hahaha. was very lazy nowadays. thats why. =X okayy.

let me recall what i did.. hmm.. went to kl last last week. and then every saturday go for youth service. then christmas eve go gp countdown. then chirstmas day went for christmas dinner. and yesterday was the second time i went supper with all the youth members. we joined up 4 round tables and all of us sat in a very packed manner. its more than 20 people. very fun! haha. william is the funniest among all. he fetched me and 3 more guys from youth to supper place. i'm the only girl in the car. =X then supper time joel followed us. OMG! william they all perli him till we all laugh like mad. our jaws also pain. hahaha. going back time is funnier. i'm lazy to write out here what was all the jokes. and i reached home at 12am. very fun. i'm waiting for the next trip to youth. can't wait. haha. and today after church went gp with parents, bro, aunt and ah hun. soph, ernest and shaun was there too. i met up with them. shaun asked me to go for movie. AUSTRALIA. its was the second time he watched d and he wanna watch it again so... okay. the movie is almost 3 hours. which is quite long. was freezing in the cinema. goshh. actually it was a last minute plan to gp. um. sorry friend. =(
and thats all. there was a few more outing with friends. but lazy to type d so thats all. =)

2008-11-18T01:24:00.000-08:00

went to gurney plaza on sunday. my first time to the new wing. i did planed to go queensbay with friends but canceled. when i'm in church in the morning, elspeth came and asked me to go gurney. i was like............. har?? why didn't say earlier? fine. i'll go ask my mum then. my mum said okay and my dad droped me at polyland cafe to meet up with elspeth. waited for her to finish her lunch and off to gurney. =) went to the new wing first. met up with cherlyn and timothy in FOS. before that, me and elspeth went to FOOD LOFT to spy on sophia, ernest, may and nigel on how they work. hahahha! xD. yong wei, ezra, shaun and another guy was there too. went for a movie. quantum of solace. okayy la. not bad la. but i prefer the previous james bond. hmm..... after movie, met up with cherlyn's parents. her parents wanted to treat us for buffet dinner at food loft. and we said okayy. the buffet starts at 6pm. it was only 5.30 that time so me and elspeth decided to go for fish spa! well.. it was my first time and i don't dare to go to the bigger fish side. i just stayed at the smallest fish side. hahaha. went to find cherlyn, timothy and cherlyn's parents at food loft. very very nice dinner. thanks uncle and auntie!! =) after dinner, went to mega q for pool. i received a message from yon kwang out of a sudden asking whether am i in gurney? i replied him and he came to mega q. i let him play a while then my mum called. time to go back. that time was already 9pm. my dad drove to greenlane mcd to get supper. drive thru. i was already very full but when i look at the fries and nuggets...... i just can't control. i ate some. ooopppppppppppppssssssss! fat fat fat. =X
all pics on that day is with els. will get from her asap.

2008-11-13T20:02:00.000-08:00

well.. watched this movie with soph, cherlyn, elspeth, ernest, shaun and my friend.
i did another embarassing thing in the cinema. i'm the only one screaming in the cinema while everyone else just kept quiet. it wasn't really scary but i screamed! OMG soph and cherlyn closed their eyes in the cinema. i don't think they really know what's the movie is about. but all i can say about this movie is......... NOT NICE.

2008-11-13T19:59:00.000-08:00

went to watch High School Musical 3 with my cousins. rach, ble and den.
this movie was quite nice. and thanks for the treat for this movie, den and thanks for the treat for supper at pelita, rach. =)

2008-11-10T00:28:00.000-08:00

went to GENTING HIGHLANDS last wed, thu and fri that is on the 5th, 6th and 7th of november.
went there with my parents, lil brother and grandparents. went out from the house in the morning around 8am. went for dim sum for breakfast at opposite the UMNO building. started our journey to genting around 9.30am. my dad drove all the way there. Joel was praising my dad cause he say that my dad is so hardworking for driving all the way to genting. lols. i didn't bring nj's sophie kinsella's story book which makes me quite bored in the car but at least i had my mp3 player. =) my grandpa told me and my dad about the japanese stories in those times when japanese came to malaysia. its was very fun listening to the stories. i know some of it like how the 'komunis' people torture our malaysian people and how Tunku Abdul Rahman handle the problem cause we studied Sejarah in school. to cut the long story short, we reached genting around 1.30pm. once i reached there i straight run to Watsons at the lobby of First World Hotel. to get OXY 5. omg! i need that thing so desprately. eventhough the price there is more expensive than in penang, but what to do?? i forget to buy in penang. gosh. my dad went to check in for the hotels. i can't remember what time we went in the hotel but i know that we just went in to put all our luggages. we rented 2 rooms. i bring my lil bro for a walk in first world hotel. just the two of us. =) omg omg! the shops there became smaller. shops in genting now are really boring. i took a few pictures of my bro. umm.. ignore the date in those pictures cause i didn't reset my camera. lols.
right. move on to the second day. outdoor theme park rained the whole day. =( so we are unable to go to outdoor. gosh.
so we bought indoor theme park tickets. since its indoor, my dad say i can bring my bro to play. cause indoor isn't dangerous. lols. our first ride >> euro express. the only roller coaster in indoor. isn't scary at all. the minimum height for this ride is 122cm and my bro is 125cm. he enjoyed the ride very much. =)
second ride. >> merry-go-round
third ride >> ferris wheel
fourth ride >> reindeer cruiser
i wore a white 3 quarter pants, black blouse and slippers. hahahaha... xD
fifth ride >> junior bumper car.
obviously i didn't take this ride. the maximum height for this ride is only 124 cm.
when my bro wanted to take the ride for the third time, the person who is incharge of the junior bumper car says that my lil bro cannot take the ride anymore cause his height is 125cm. lols!! just 1cm different. my bro was quite upset cause that was his favourite ride. and then............... i suggested the adult bumper car. hahahaha. he say that all adults who drive while he's the only kid there?? aiyaaa.. doesn't matter right?? cause i can take the ride also!! at the begginning my bro sat beside me while i'm the one who drive. not fun laaaa..
the next round, my bro drive! omg! he's soooooo cute driving. take a look......
there's so much difference between the junior bumper can the adult bumper car. the size of the car is totally different. haha

sixth ride >> rio float
seventh ride >> mini train

i bought a packet of cottage fries after that. yumm yummyy.. =)

eighth ride >> venice gondola

and lastly, my grandparents.

there are many many pictures that i haven't upload, but....... lazy laa. heh!
ciao!

2008-10-29T22:52:00.000-07:00

well..
i got my sony mp3 walkman player last sunday.
special thanks to sophia, jolyn, najah, yon kwang and cousins. they've shared money to get me the sony mp3 player for my birthday.
i've dreamt to have it few months ago and i have it now. =)
This MP3 Walkman Series allows design and colour inter-change with "Style-Up® Panels"
i've got 3 colours for me to change that is black, silver and stripes with dark blue, light blue and greenish-yellow.
i bought a black colour one cause the seller says that if its white, after a long period of time it'll become yellowish which will be disgusting. lols
and lastly i would like to thank my cousin brother, hun for helping me to check the sound system for every mp3 player and helped me to get a free gift and helped me to choose the best one. THANKS!! =)
thanks! =)

2008-10-23T01:34:00.000-07:00

three of us.

najah! you are blocking me!

p/s : click to enlarge

tagged by cous ble.

2008-10-20T01:36:00.000-07:00

The last person to tag u is:
WOEN! =)

What relationship of u with him/her:
cousins.

Your 5 impression towards her:
1. nice
2. understanding
3. friendly
4. pretty
5. good cousin

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you:
umm.. listening to me crappin? haha

The most memorable words that he/she said to you:
when she calls me FEON!!?? haha

If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
immmmmmmmmpossible! cousins lah

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
immmmmmmmmmmmpossible too. =)

If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?:
nothing. cause she's PERFECT! =)

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is?:
it won't happen le

The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?:
errr.. haven't thought of it yet. =X

The overall impression of him/her is?:
goodie cousin

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?:
no idea

The character for yourself is?:
crazyy?

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?:
embarassing my self in front of the public?

The most ideal person you want to be is?:
BUSINESSWOMAN!! $$$$$$

For the persons who care and like you, say something about them:
loveeeeeeeeeeeee u! =)

Ten people to tag:
1. couz ble
2. couz rach
3. couz yen
4. couz hun
5. jolynn
6. najah
7. maychee
8. yon kwang
9. sophia
10. venice

Who is number 2 having relationship with?
erm.. richard

Is number 3 a male or female?
a female coussie

If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
hell no! lessie.

How about number 5 and number 8?
jolyn and yon kwang?? umm.. okay gua

What is number 1 studying about?
not so sure. =X

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
1. can't remember
2. quite long ago
3. can't remember
4. yesterday!
5. few seconds ago
6. few hours ago
7. few hours ago too
8. last saturday
9. few minutes ago
10. can't remember

Is number 4 a single?
if he would ever tell me his secrets?? btw.. i guess so la

Say something about number 2.
currently in KL studying. GOOD LUCK! =)

feon_

attention!

2008-09-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

won't be updating till 17.10.08

good luck to all PMR candidates.
good luck to my self too. =)

BEST DUDE! =)

2008-08-29T09:02:00.000-07:00

NAJAH, the pretty one, the gorgeous one.
OMG!
thanks najah for everything.
i won't fail you.
you're gonna get your book
=)

2008-08-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

last saturday, jo and soph came to my house.
we fooled around and play.
was so so fun! =)

let the pictures do the talking.

exercise

aww! a turtle family

haha..
i dare both of them to stand up on the lamp post.

thats momo. damn cute!

mcdelivery

soph taking jo's pic

jo taking soph's pic

at my house.

went down to the garden.
well..
planned to study but end up....haha.vaining! with momo and fei fei.
hahaha.
jo went back quite early. left me and soph.
so we walked all the way to pelita for drinks.
walked to night market or so called 'pasar malam'.
bought some things and we walked up and down for a few rounds.
haha..
after that soph walked to mind maker to find her loved one, alvin
its quite dangerous cause the sky is already dark and mind maker is quite far from the night market but i can't accompany her cause i need to go home already..

was a fun day.
=)

2008-08-09T03:27:00.000-07:00

haihs.. exam is just around the corner..
next wednesday geo, thursday moral then continue after the holidays.. very stressed. =(
just wish me all the best.
well..
my b'day is right after the exams. luckily its after trial. if not, i won't get to go out.. now since its after trial, i'll be going out!!! can't wait. after so long i didn't go out, just can't wait till that day.

2008-08-08T00:45:00.000-07:00

guess what! i saw HIM at new world park last sunday. when i saw him i was like ... OMG OMG! is it really him? gosh.. can't believe it
what a coincidence..

pyjamas

2008-08-08T00:36:00.000-07:00

well.. too free at home. nothing to do. so... vained !! in pyjamas! hahaha

2008-08-02T10:27:00.000-07:00

wow..
after so long i didn't update my blog..
very very lazy and i seldom online too..
=X

and now..
i got the the time to update. =)
well..
nothing much happen cause i stayed at home at most of the times except weekends.
today, 2nd august, my aunt had barbecue at her house. we enjoyed.
guess what??
i ate 4 piece of lamb, a piece of beef and a piece of fried wings.
GOSHHH!!
i'm gaining weight! OMG!
well..
we make lots of jokes and we fooled around. =DD
after that.. all of us went to infi! =) thats where i am now.
my cousins are playing dota.
i'm not interested so i just online to chat, friendster, blog and facebook.
hmm..

oh ya!!
MARCUS b'day is in 2 more days. that is on the 4th of august.
well

HAPPY B'DAY IN ADVANCE MARCUS! =)

in kl for 6 days.

2008-06-06T09:15:00.000-07:00

watched movie twice. narnia and indiana jones. my cousin, sean baked a fruit cake for father's day calebration. well... we celebrate it earlier.indiana jones

narnia

the cake. =)

took some family pics. i'll only upload one.

went to green box for karaoke. was quite fun but i sms more than sing. get scolded. lol. no pics for this....

mostly i stayed at home watched tv and SLEEP!! muahahaha..

made 80 dumplings.its home-made!! made by my aunt and grandparents. well... i stood there and watched them. those dumplings were delicous. =))

dumplingsdumplings

=//

2008-05-31T09:08:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!
i saw SOMETHING in SOMEONE'S blog. very very 'PLEASED' me! =X
thank you. lol

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY RACH JIE! =)

2008-05-31T09:04:00.000-07:00

hmm..
yesterday was my cousin's birthday. rachael jie. went to her party. many people went. 100 over i think. well.. one of our cousin, was unable to attend. lol. poor her! hahaahha.. totally agree with hun. the food was soooooo damnnnnn niceeeee! eden buffet! the birthday cake was so big and nice. its a shape of a key. well.. theres pictures. will upload them after i'm back from kl. =) lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN JIE! =))

buffet

she's blowing the candle!

cutting

family

the buffet

the cake

aww! sweet couple

couple

the birthday girl and all her pressie!

well..currently she's studying in kl. gotta miss her loads! =))

2008-05-28T00:53:00.000-07:00

monday, tuesday.. tuition with py. she went queens on both day. and guess what?? she spent almost rm300 on both days. she bought skinny, sandals, blouse and etc.. she's so rich! but at least she came for tution. =)

2008-05-27T23:51:00.000-07:00

my third blog. xd

2008-05-26T07:19:00.000-07:00

well..
this is my third blog..
deleted one..
another one not using and its private..
and now..
this is the third one.. =)